My Downfall Came From Anxiety Of Growing

           My downfall yesterday came from feeling good. It scared me, and teetered me off balance. I felt too good about myself and I did not feel grounding inside for that feeling.. I could not hold it because it was not my usual MO. So subconsciously, I messed my day up. With my arrogant state of mind I felt I had to be perfect or my life wouldn't be good. So I lost patience the minute she wasn't falling asleep for her morning nap, and I started putting myself down again.

         Really, it was all my usual wiring trying to get homeostasis agin, put itself back into balance of being in lower abundance.

          Baby Steps really do matter, and you cannot jump or you will fall.

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