Life Is Life

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                Life goes on, and the present is only a fraction of the whole of our lives. We need to look into the future and ask ourselves how we ant our lives to turn out, and make choices according to that. Life is short, and the most important is the feelings we have and how they create memories. Let's make good memories.

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