What We Need is Acceptance to Feel Worth as Humans

         It feels like we are all stuck in our ego, narcissistic selves and cannot see one another and give love as an understanding and compassionate human being. I read somewhere, if we can't rise above our humanness then we will fall below being human. This is extremely painful and sad to face. That no one is at fault here, we are all equally responsible. We cannot blame others for not seeing us, when we cannot see them as well. I am shamed to say that I expected others to save me, and did not see that they were not capable of such tasks. My husband, a sweet, childishly, broken and struggling to feel human man, bore the brunt of all my frustration at being unseen and pained in my life. It was not his doing, I am the broken one that is sooo needy. I cannot fly on my own, and this is nobody's fault. Not the ignorant, desperate for validation people whom we stayed by this weekend, also. They are not to blame!!! They have been living in chronic confusion at what love is, having been subjected to the extreme ego and pain of their parents. I feel helpless and shamed thinking of my own pain and feeling unvalidated, because it was NEVER THEIR TASK TO FILL. They are broken pawns, as well. This world is really full of broken and incompetent people to fill the G-dly job of compassion for fellow humans. People are separated by their broken ego and protection of themselves. They fear being broken, so weak is their self-concept, that they must hide behind work they do. I don't blame them, they have no concept of self-love, hankered by all the cold chaos around them. They don't believe humans are worthy by just being human. They think they must present a work. I am here to say, we don't need to be anything more than what we are to be important. We are worthy just by being ourselves. Let's all gather together in love and celebration of being saved from this false belief that we are not loved. Looks like I'm the one who will have to stand up, and be vulnerable. Contrary to what I always thought - that I was less- worthy than others. I am actually greater in this regard- the knowledge that what we need most is love and acceptance of our shame.

        So, no more judgement about others, no more blame for our misery. People have the same feeling inside and are too stuck to see it. Just try to see one another and understand their pain. That is what will bring unity and redemption from this invisible hell that we are all partaking in.