Ollie Mathews

Ollie Mathews said in latest video about the first one to go no contact, that narc parents never find their child good enough no matter what. And use their kids as trophies or narcissistic supply. Always comparing and judging them. They have five year old emotional abilities. I think I see my daughter as enough I just lose it when she gets me mad. But I love her no matter what.

Later: spoke it through, screamed it out and my husband helped. Brought me to reality. I am not a bad person. Just too hard on myself. Going through a lot. Hard to soothe. And the past few days I was trying to convince my mother type of people about my story, all threw of them unable to see me. Or experience what I feel. So I feel disconnected from myself. Sad.

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