Truths

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When have appreciation can get abundance because feel good enough.

When in denial of problems cannot change because seems okay. But problems are really bad this way.

When in control of mind, can control feelings. Don't have to repress them. Can use logic to help steer feelings right way.

People are all about themselves. When they can see others too it's a beautiful thing. Until then they are all about themselves. 

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